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All Of Us Are Lost Sheeps

Baby me
Hmmm, all of us are lost sheeps. but the whole thing ends wif "do u have a good shepherd?" saw a certain blog post today. "a pathetic lost sheep" was stated, but i know very well that God has a great plan for me, for he has guided me to the path filled with light, and not filled wif darkness. Through Christ, all things are possible for those who believe in Him.

Had such a great day today, think im gonna comb the whole of singapore wif my spare time. meet up wif alvina for lunch before heading to zirong's house. suppose to head to darrel house, but there was a change of plan, so we ended up going to zirong's house. me and alvina were like so engrossed in talking that we were "lost" within the area. HAHA! and had to call zirong and ask he stay wad block, and we were at the block behind his block. HAHA.

And i tink i have almost decided on which baptism name i want! HAHA!
1. "Ethan" = "Strong"
2. "Zack" = "The Lord Remembers"
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I Dunno Wad Is The Subject Of The Day.. :(

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the day started okok. had a chat, den went to find candice. den realise that janet was there as well. LOL. went walk ard clementi, and the weather is HOT hor! still ned walk until so far, in de end also no use one. -.- den went makan prata, den janet went sch, i went candice house. den she shower i use desktop, playing all the emo songs on youtube. den help her choose wad to wear, flats or heels, in de end also she decide herself. -.- den go take train, suppose go orchard wif candice and her frens, den janet ended sch ned go ICA, so ok, decide to accompany her. waited for her at cityhall. den later took bus to her house, she ned to change, and she take so freaking long la! den cab to ICA. on highway halfway, den suddenly jam like siao, den in de end is one car the tyre puncture the whole car stuck in de middle of highway! stupid driver la, suppose to park by the side when you encounter this type of problems! den in de end reach ICA, close le. -.- den went queensway wif janet. den walk walk den makan. den i ned go off first, den i go lor.

had a misunderstanding on the way home. SIGH! now the person don wanna reply me at all la! sian. im like emo-ing like, don even know she knows not. fri that thing i also dunno that megan allow. den hais, i dunno wad to say le. seriously feel like killing myself.. guess im like gonna emo and emo and emo non stop.
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Names for baptism.

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Went travelling round singapore today. LOL. den met up wif alvina after her paper. Finally her ASS LEVEL is over!! congrats. so we head down to orchard via bus 36. had such a good time discussing names for baptism. started well until alvina started looking through all those weird names and adding it to me, LOL. some or like so irritating! she say the baby den she went like "huggies!" for dunno wad reason. LOL. den like now deciding wad name i should get for my baptism. i actually asked my mum if i can get baptise and she din rejected straightaway. so i tink there might be a chance that she will sign her name on the paper if i passed it to her! HAHA. i wanna sleep le. tired. suppose to blog via iphone but needed to send an important email, so might as well blog via lappy. cant wait for fri morning, but not fri night. :/
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A Brand New Life From God

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27th nov'10

Took bus rides from Dover to Kent ridge to hougang to bukit merah to Tiong. As the bus was going from bukit merah to Tiong, it went past Henderson. So I started to feel fear, from the bus journey to Tiong and while waiting for Candice at Tiong. Had a massie headache as well, felt like I needed to hide, needed accompany but no one was there! And finally Candice came. Went to meet up wif her cousin Sharon and heading to church. This day is Candice baptism! Congrats! Had the honor of being the photographer and videographer of the day! Haha! And helped here and there, taking cate of Sharon as well. Sharon is such a cute kid! How I wish my sister was like her! Lent Sharon my jacket during svc because she was feeling cold, so good to be like a caring for a kid like her. Svc was so great! Pastor kong was preaching. I had so much troubles to breakthrough from, that I responded to the altar call. Beeleng prayed for me, and I had the feeling of my burdens being lifted up, I had no more massive headaches whenever I tink back. The case was close! So after svc, went jurong point to eat, had to eat at the jiaxiangmian there cos food court has no place to accommodate so many of us. The food there is nothing special and expensive! I cook also nicer! Haha. After eating, went darrel house play mahjong! Haha. He's such a good host! Ended the day wif me saying "I'm feeling so happy today!"

28th nov'10

Met up wif Jiaying at dhoby in de afternoon. She watched as I played a round of drum mania and maxtune. Den head to kopitiam, wanted to eat there, but after seeing the crowd there, I was like "let's go somewhere else to eat, the crowd jus made me lost my appetite eating at kopitiam! Lol" heading to have KFC instead. Was a spam cheese meal! Change my whipped potato to cheese fries and ordered another extra $1 cheese. Had such a great talk wif Jiaying. She taught me so many things! Haha! Den meet up wif Candice, bumped into her while wanting to wait for her! :0 den some shit has to happen and spoil the mood. A small misunderstanding can lead to such big misunderstanding because of one person's jealousy. Den followed Candice to her aunt house. Den blah blah blah, lazy to type out wad we did there. But went down to buy dinner and candice miss the times she would go to the basketball court and mini playground during her pri sch days. we were like taking pictures there, haha sibei Bo Liao lor. Den before going back, me Candice and her aunt prayed for Candice grandma, and in return Candice aunt prayed for our safety on the journey back home, so quickly left the house as I had to reach home by my curfew. Was at the bus stop when Canada pri sch fren called and Candice ask if can give us a ride back home, so like God's favor upon us! Haha. So thanks to Candice fren, I manage to reach home by the timing given! Kinda tired le. Shall officially start doing QT! Hehe.

P.S sorry for the long post cos it consists of 2 days events! :)

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5th Day Of Suffering

Baby me

Went to SCDF today in de morning. Thot got session turn out don have :/ but made a few new frens, dejia, dexin and Alvina cousin. Forget the name which I can't pronounce -.- den went to have lunch at mad jack! Wif Candice, dejia, Megan, Jiaxin, jiahui, Jared, alwin, darrel and Jeremiah? Den went to Candice house. She sleep I use com. Haha! Played blackshot, fb, and viwawa! Den coming 8pm wanted go home, Candice ask me go eat wif her, her mom and fatty. Lol. Went commonwealth makan zi char. Thanks for the treat auntie! Den fatty sent me back home. Here I am blogging via iPhone cos I'm lazy to on my lappy. I read some of my blog post referring to 2 years back, and I realize I was such a bastard 2 years ago and 2 years later, which is now. Hais. If onli I could turn back time and don do all those things that I done, everything would not have landed to this state. Gonna go sleep now. Tired ttm.

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4th Day Of Suffering

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 Went to work today. the swelling has cease, but ever since monday, my face look damn cui now. was working and working non-stop that i did not talk, and i reali mean never talk. so when i finally spoke my first words of the day, it came out from a voice of a man.. LOL. kinda fun but weird. today cake department is blasting music whenever iz working time. SHIFU not around today, i tink he took leave, so the music was exceptionally loud, but i like. working, keeping to myself and listening to the music being played. i can say i enjoyed the music but not the work.. 

was thinking wad day was it today. den i realise iz thursday. many ppl would be happy that finally iz a thursday, cos weekends are coming soon. but im like hating the weekends now. i keep re-reading a certain post, and it jus got me thinking again. now im thinking of buying wad i promise to buy as a present and keep it in a box, since i cant give it as a fren anymore. wanted to end 2010 wif a big bang, but i did wad i did and now the ending of 2010 is like lonely..

currently im in my bedroom, using the lappy on a study table, not a bed. been a long time since i used the lappy on a proper table. wearing my jacket now for the freaking weather is jus so cold. 


그런 믿음을 배신 죄송합니다.
난 당신의 용서를 부탁하고 싶습니다.
내 마음, 내 형제와 친구 인치
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3rd Day Of Suffering

Baby me
 Woke up at 6am, showered and was suppose to head out to work. but i was too tired and fell asleep on my bed for another 30 mins! quickly left the house, and on the way to work i was having thoughts of skipping work since i was already late, but thank God i did not. still head down to work. first half of work was like worse den yesterday. having massive headaches while working is a big nono. have to pause every now and then to clear the headache away. but manage to complete everything on time. so iz ok i guess. left work early cos ned to go back school pass some form to sir. kinda did some calculations from the form and i tink i might most likely be getting a grade A for my IA! LOL. kinda surprise and happy. now parents asking if i can get into poly. -.- 

today already the 3rd day le, since the incident. i still dunno wad else can i do. there seems no way to turn back. i don see any open door, i guess i have to reali create one myself. how long will it take? i dunno. but i guess if im sincere enough, i should be able to see a open door in 2 years time? reali have no confidence le. thinking back once again, im reali a fool. a fool who choose betrayal over friendship. working tmr, gonna try downloading games fro my mac.. 

shall end the post here tonight. 
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2nd day of suffering

Baby me

Was early for work today although I woke up late. Went to the toliet and saw my cheek and jaw swollen.. :/ went to work, whole time still thinking and thinking.. Seems like hours passed so slowly. Finally was lunch time, din reali have the appetite to eat, but was forced by my colleague to go eat, so I went. And after eating I felt like puking :0 thank God I did not. Second half of work wasn't so bad. Had people to distract me from thinking even a second. After work went down to Donna aunt's wake. Made friends wif her cousins, Sihui, Simin and Edmund. I was like there entertaining them haha. Had to blog via iPhone cos I jus showered and lazy to on my lappy. Tink I'm reali gonna blog everyday. Mayb Nariko did influence me! Haha :P

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A Hard Lesson Learnt

Baby me
Before the day of 22nd November 2010 ends, i wanna blog bout an incident which made me, a fool, realize how stupid i was, choosing betrayal over friendship. Images of the incident is still so clear in my head, seeing the angry and disappointed expressions. I actually lie on the ground of the basketball court, looking into the sky, and started being mad at someone, MYSELF. i was going bonkers. i wanted to skip work, but i guess it doesnt help, so i went to work instead and while working i kept thinking of wad i did. even during my lunch break, i jus stayed in the resting area and started thinking. my whole mind was going upside down. Indeeed, when a friend/brother loses their trust in you, iz hard to earn it back. i seriously wanna gain back the trust, so i have decided to started planning, start changing. and im glad that the incident happened today, that i learnt a hard lesson. and now im wondering why am i blogging. hais. feeling down and no one to turn to. guess im gonna stop here. having headaches from this morning plus the thinking is not helping.
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